Wednesday, December 11, 2019
An Obvious Observation
Wednesday, October 9, 2019
She
What’s left of her city…
The once happy homes have become tombs,
holding broken remains, and broken dreams.
Names scribbled on what’s left of a wall the only reminder of lives now gone,
and with the arrival of these men, even that will become lost.
Family, friends, neighbors live on only in her memory,
like others from her scattered unit in the city are doing.
Deep breath in…
… deep breath out…
…She squeezes the trigger.
She falls to cover as a hail of bullets answer her own.
Their volley interrupted by her compatriots down the road….
New target, the enemy distracted…
Looking…
…Breathing…
…firing.
She heard this before…Men run from cover to get out of its way.
It rounds the corner, and bears down upon her.
She grabs her pack…
…runs three steps…
... takes no more.
bringing an end to what remained of the building,
and the memory of so many.
to push back the men,
but in the end, are forced to fall back.
She will be mourned…
…She will be remembered
until the last in her unit falls.
Tuesday, September 10, 2019
Rise
Can any of us today dare to dream
About living our lives with true passion?
Embodying true greatness, like those past,
Searching within ourselves to find that spark
And pursue our passions with greatest zeal
Regardless of what may stand in our way?
Will we cross our Rubicons, or stand down,
And let opportunity slip away?
Spiting the Senate, or letting them rule?
Ask yourself this question with honesty:
How could you ever truly be happy
Enduring the yoke you could have cast off?
Right now, as you read this, I hope you choose:
Overthrow the Senate of doubt...and rise!
Thursday, September 5, 2019
A Memory
It’s the little things I don’t expect,
like the smell of a Dutchman Cigar
that can take me back decades ago
to the river bank beneath the stars.
Your favorite spot you called ‘the Rock’,
where a boulder sat proud and alone,
which we kids would try to climb and sit
like little fisher kings on our throne.
Mom sat on her blanket and watched us
till the blue-sky gave way to the night
and you lit the kerosene lantern
to keep away our childhood fright.
Relaxed, you’d sit in your fishing chair,
rod and reel in in your self-made holder,
talking to mom while watching us climb
and push each other off the boulder.
Sometimes, when your cigar was half done
You’d give us kids that sideways smirk
and give it a toss, then have a laugh
as you watched us dive into the dirt.
The first time, mom roared, but now resigned
She’d shake her head watching us search
and let the finder take a few puffs,
or finish it off, what could it hurt?
Sometimes we’d fish in almost silence,
told that we would scare the fish away.
But now that I am older, I know,
you just needed some quiet that day.
We’d clear away trash, or gather wood,
to roast some hotdogs, and make some smores,
Then listen as Hank Williams Junior
sing us to sleep on that river shore.
I will never smell a Cigar’s smoke
or hear a Hank Williams Junior’s tune
without thinking back, happy, yet sad
to all of my memories of you.
Saturday, August 3, 2019
Hemlock
On the outskirts of the city lay a small town with more churches than businesses. On a good day, most folks just blew through the town using the county road. On a better day, they bypassed it completely by using the old State road that lay just outside of town. Most people in the city didn’t even know there was a town just a couple miles away, and people driving through it only knew it was there because of the green town sign along the road. It was the simple green sign used to denote a town, and nothing more. No ‘Welcome to Hemlock’, or ‘The town of Hemlock welcomes you’, or even a name sign with a population.
Monday, July 22, 2019
Tomorrow
He sat watching them, smiling
as they laughed and screamed while running past.
of him surrounded by the kids
but I didn’t want to interrupt their play
and now I wish I did.
I’ll get a picture of them then
but moments later, he had a seizure
now I won’t get the chance again.
until the very day I die
and then he slumped into his chair;
the kids began to cry.
and did our best to keep him alive
but I failed that crucial moment
and I watched my father die.
and one last lesson with his last breath:
‘Tomorrow is never guaranteed,
remember today, and remember death.’
what should be done each and every day
from hugs, and pictures, and I love Yous
ensuring great memories are made.
and making a full life of today,
perhaps my kids won’t share my remorse
over things that I meant to say.
not finished, and vital words not said…
Offering me nothing left
but a crushing sense of guilt and regret.
I can’t ask him what I need to know.
and all because, like that picture,
I thought I’d do it tomorrow
Thursday, July 4, 2019
Therapy
Drunk.
My aim
As I drink
Beer after beer
Seeking out that fog
To steal away the thoughts
That are causing me to drink;
So that I can not feel the pain
That twists in my gut like a dull knife
Twisting fast and furiously though its
Blunted at the edge and rusted through...
With this fog can I find relief...
So I seek that merciful mist
In whatever bottled brew
That I may find close by
And so wash away
What I feel now
If only
For a
Spell.
Monday, June 10, 2019
Ode to Taco Bell
I thought it air,
I gave a push
and molten shart
shot from my tush
I clenched my cheeks,
Alas! Too late…
The dam, once burst,
I could not abate!
Like a duck I waddled
to the closest loo
The shat then spread
as liquid shats do.
I waddled quick,
but the shat ran down
My pants, white khaki
Now streaked with brown.
A line of shat
left a telling trail
in my wake
to tell the tale:
One of misplaced faith,
a poor fool’s blunder-
How I ruined my day
and blew my skivvies usunder.
Monday, April 15, 2019
Holy Week
I sit in horror as I watch the flames
dancing around as they lick at her stones…
The smoke billowing from her sacred bones…
Paris…the West…will never be the same.
And in the city streets, the moslems cheer
Declaring their bloodthirsty god is great
And that the infidels deserved this fate!
While all of France weeps, the moslems just sneer.
Suspicious, a fire on Holy Week...
I can’t help but wonder what they will say
To try to make the outrage go away...
Will we ever find the truth that we seek?
What scapegoat will they find to take the blame
For the fire they set at Notre Dame?
Thursday, April 11, 2019
Rest Stop
I stopped by a rest area today,
Even though it took me out of my way.
I sat in the lot a moment or two,
Not really sure what I wanted to do.
Eventually, I just walked around
Taking in all of the sights and sounds.
I found a wooden bench by a old tree
Surrounded by flowers and buzzing bees.
And I sat down there, and I closed my eyes.
Memories swirled in my mind like a mist
Of times when we stopped at places like this
To rest, to play, stretch our legs or eat,
Or just to explore: a traveler's treat!
We’d talk to other folks on their own trips
Forming fast, yet fleeting, sort of friendships.
As all these memories around me swirled,
I opened my eyes, fell back to the world,
The present one...and I sat there and cried.
I sat on that bench near all afternoon.
Though I knew I needed to be going soon,
I couldn’t really bring myself to leave
When this patch of land was helping me grieve…
Finally, when I could no longer stay,
Without a good excuse for my delay,
I walked slowly back to get to the lot,
Abandoning there some of the pain I brought,
Finally feeling as though we’ve said bye.
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Monday, March 25, 2019
Vindication
For twenty-two months, they hunted their prey,
Swore to the heavens there would come a day
when proof of his crimes would be brought to light,
and end, what they claimed, our nation’s plight.
They’ve roared in rage since after the last vote
“Foreigners and traitors upset the boat!
There’s treason afoot, and we must impeach!”
This was the sermon the medias preached.
In that time, the FBI fell from grace
from its once almost untouchable place
as pinnacle of American law.
Now, steeped in corruption, they’ve lost us all.
The medias once held honored positions,
have now become a source of derision,
having come together in the attempt
to sow among Americans contempt
Of President Donald Trump and his base,
seeking division class, faith, and race.
Fanning the flames and turning up the heat
encouraging folks to take to the street…
Then they gathered, their torches all lit,
This was the end! Oh yes! This would be it!
Their mouths watering for the coming treat:
The Grand inquisitor’s report: complete.
The report summary: no collusion!
After howls of outrage and confusion,
Lo, and behold, my fellow red hatters!
Now we’re told the report doesn’t Matter!
They cry “Cover-up!” and “Conspiracy!”
and accuse our leader of Tyranny.
But we’ve stopped listening to what they say,
for now its time to do things the right way…
Now it is our turn to investigate
those who have betrayed these united states.
Politicians, actors, or media’s voice
their treason the result of their own choice…
We’ll give them a trial that they are due,
Should take less than a month, not twenty two
before all of their crimes are brought to light,
revealed and removed as our nations blight.
Now is our time, to put it so bluntly,
To tell the world: This is MAGA country.
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Haiku on a poet's role
Forgive me my words
If you find them abhorrent,
But they must be said:
We are expected
If we think ourselves poets
To be true to self...
Honest observance
To what goes on around us
Regardless the view
Should be put to pen
For our fellow citizens
To see as report
Of the times we live
Outside the realm of the news
For those that come next.
If you hate the works
That talk about what you hate,
Why not ignore them,
Instead of forcing
Poets to watch what they write.
Have we come to this?
Let angry voices
Write out their angry verses
And vent frustrations
And happy voices
Speak of flowers and the like
And read at your choice...
Our integrity
As poets and as readers
Demands nothing less.
Friday, March 15, 2019
Old Friend
What gives man comfort in his time of need?
Consoling him like no lover or friend?
Opening his mind to new line of thought
Allowing him to finally defend
Against the suffering of his poor heart
Or the sorrows that threaten to drown him?
There is only one immortal ally
That always shimmers when the world grows dim.
When lovers and friends abandon their post
Or family pass beyond that starry veil,
And stricken by that realization:
You have but one life...half over...half failed...
Who is it that rushes to fight your blues?
Your old and unfailing friend, Mr. Booze.
Monday, March 4, 2019
An age old musing
King of Ephyra, you clever old fool...
How could you expect a happy ending
After betraying the trust of Lord Zeus,
Trading the location of Aegina
In return for a spring from Asopus?
When Lord Zeus decided to punish you
You refused to accept what you were due...
With your deceitful wit, you chained Hades
(or Thanatos, depending on the tale)
And thus mortal man became immortal.
You deprived Ares of Wartime fun,
And all the Gods of their sacrifices
Which they are much deserving from all men,
All so you could try to escape your fate.
Until they convinced you to unchain him.
And when you finally were called to death
You couldn't help but try just one more trick.
Escorted by the fleet footed Hermes
To the Underworld, the realm of the dead,
You Dishonored Hades' beautiful queen.
With aid of your wife, who left you to rot
Without burial at your own request,
You lamented to Queen Persephone
Who, moved to great compassion and pity
Allowed your return to the mortal realm.
When your vile trickery was found out,
And you were ordered to return, you fought,
Forcing Hermes to once again find you
And drag you back down to the Underworld
Before the thrones of Hades and his queen.
But Zeus, in his fury at your deceit,
And the dishonor you came to display
In the selfish quest to avoid your fate
Brought you a fate more terrible than death,
A lesson for all mortal men to see...
He gave you a stone, stood you on a hill,
And then gave you what you desired most:
Lord Zeus blessed you with immortality.
Though given an eternal life, it was cursed.
You were cursed. Eternal struggle your fate.
Though...I can't help but to wonder something:
Are you a lesson to all mortal men
To the rewards of misused cleverness?
Or are you a reflection of mankind
And our fight against our impermanence?
Though I don't pity you, King Sisyphus,
I can not deny that I sympathize.
For all men struggle and scheme to outlast
The years they were given upon birth
And to be ourselves like the Gods we serve.
The Human race struggles to rise above
our station, using our cleverest minds.
We push the boundaries of what we know
Like you push that burdensome stone of yours,
Wondering just how much further we have...
Before we reach the summit of our hill,
Or before our stone begins rolling down...
Wednesday, January 23, 2019
When is the last time I cried?
When was the last time I cried?
It wasn’t when I was in sixth grade,
and I ripped the flesh from my knees
when I crashed my bike going downhill
on broken asphalt.
I cried after that.
It wasn’t junior year of high school
when I thought I knew heartbreak
long before I ever truly understood
what actual love was.
I didn’t think it possible, but I cried after that.
It wasn’t the day I was married,
nor the birth of my children
though I was moved to tears of joy,
and I thought nothing could make me cry again.
Like a bad habit I couldn’t kick,
I would cry after that.
Nor when I fell on a catwalk
and injured my back at a merciless company,
Who fired me to be rid
Of an injured man,
While the pain and degradation was unbearable…
No, I cried after this.
When Was the last time I cried?
It was today.
Today was the last time that I have cried,
when I was told my son’s highest potential
would be a Walmart greeter, or cart gatherer.
That he would be lucky to have a job
that almost everyone else is overqualified for.
Today, I wept.
In the quiet of my office,
in the darkest corner I could find,
I wept until my eyes were dry and burning,
my throat was hoarse from sobbing,
and my lungs felt like they were on fire.
Today, a father wept like a child,
and I do not think I will ever cry again…
Until tomorrow…
…and the days after…
when I wake up,
when I go about my day,
and when I drift off to sleep…
…thinking only of today.
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
A Lesson From Covington
He parted them as he walked in their midst,
In their confusion, they moved to the side.
Having just moments before been attacked
By the self described 'Black Israelites'
For their terrible sin of being white,
They stared at him, not sure how to react.
Till he came across a boy, tall and proud,
Who refused to step back, as had the crowd.
The man beat his drum, the boy smiled on...
Though spat on and cursed, the boy stood his ground.
Giving each other a defiant stare,
Hatred and anger swirling through the air,
From the crowd of adults now gathered 'round.
Portrayed this boy and his friends as villains,
As bigots and racists to the millions
Of it's base who thrive on social unrest.
Blue checks of Twitter, they answered the call:
Threatening the boy with their violence
A grand display of left wing tolerance...
But the truth came out, and outrage was stalled.
That you've seen what really happened that day:
A boy condemned for not backing away,
Condemnation fueled by media lies.
The lesson from this event is too clear:
When the media comes for you or me,
Let us pray that we should be so lucky
As to have the proof to survive the smear!
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Deplorable
Embracing our traditional ideals
Pushing back on 'America Haters'
Loving the fight, and refusing to yield.
Organizing against the insurgence
Respondong to the call of our nation
Ascending to our great culture's defense
Bowing to none, fight without cessation
Leading the charge to keep our nation free
Enacting new Manifest Destiny.
Tuesday, January 8, 2019
A simple question
I am a fool, I'll not deny,
My actions speak louder than words
And all the improvements that I try,
They every one crash hard and burn.
To fault me for the wrong I've done,
With no words for the right I've thought
Ignores the race I've thus far run,
And every last battle I've fought.
And though I'm not a perfect man...
Romantic, proud, and bellicose...
I strive to be the best I can,
Does that not make me more than most?
So then to what must I appeal
To prove to you I'm your ideal?
Thursday, January 3, 2019
Focus!
Wake,
Jump up!
Grab my clothes,
Run down the stairs
Into my garage.
There, my weights are waiting
For a 'Clang and bang' session
As Dwayne 'the Rock' Johnson calls it.
My equipment is subpar at best
But I try to make do, and that's what counts.
Every minute I spend lifting today
Is an investment in tomorrow's
Happiness and my confidence,
Making me a better man
Than the one I am now.
Until tomorrow,
I have today.
Make it count:
Focus!
Lift...