Sunday, March 27, 2022

The Last Ember

In the cold darkness
Where the light faded to black,
Much to my surprise:
I found an ember
Barely showing but glowing
Within the ashes.
A funeral pyre,
A mediocre dust heap
Barely of notice. 
No carved monument,
Or stone chiseled lettering
To mark memory...
Just another mound
Given over to the past
To be lost to time. 
But...I found it still,
And I saved it from that grave
And held it in awe.
How could it survive?
The flames had long since died out
And it should have, too...
But, Lo! I hold it!
It's heat seems to be growing, 
Fighting the coldness!
And indeed the light
Seems to be increasing too 
Dispelling darkness!
What is this magic?
What God or Goddess preserved 
This ember to find?
Oh, I would thank them
For this chance to rekindle
The flames long since fled!
From this wee ember,
A mighty flame shall spring forth!
Remastered! Reformed!
Not sparked to devour 
Bodies, hopes, or shattered dreams, 
And erase them all...
No. This ember's flames
Shall become  a beacon's torch
Of vision and hope. 
This divine torch flame 
Shall make all the pathways clear
As long as it burns.
It Shall burn away
Hopelessness and confusion 
And unworthiness...
Mediocrity 
Shall burn as a sacrifice 
To be consumed whole,
Replaced with greater
Vision and Renewed purpose!
Blessings from on high!
And perhaps it may
Burn bright enough for others
To find their way too...
So, glow, ember, glow!
I have big plans for you yet:
Light my way to dawn!

Sunday, February 20, 2022

Spanish Sunset

Recently, I was playing a game called Supremacy 1914. Addictive, frustrating, fun, boring...it all depends on the game you choose.

I started as España, and at my Empire's peak, I stretched across Europe into Poland. But it all came tumbling down in the end, with a massive united front from a Terrible Triumvirate of Britain, Germany and Poland in the North, an insurgency of Italian troops from some far flung colony, and the Algerians flooding from the south. 

 As I pushed my forces at wave after wave of invaders, I watched it all tumble down in helplessness. 

I couldn't help but write this before the end and post it to the 'Newspaper' in the game.

Please enjoy my sorrow...


Spanish Sunset

The world appears darker,  doesn't it now?
For As the sun sets on the age of Spain, 
While allies ask themselves why And how
Civilization recoils in pain. 

Barbarians seize what is not theirs
Railways, and harbors that caused them no sweat, 
Factories that build for the seas and airs,
The barbarians celebrate.  And yet...

Deep in their souls, there is something that stirs,
A small voice that whispers into their ears
That their triumph will make their lives way worse,
But they drown it out with boisterous cheers.

And now..

A bow.

For the jewel of Madrid has fallen,
And the living know that death is nigh
For the souls of the dead are callin'
And the Red and Gold can no longer fly

Arriba España once cheered in the streets
Now whispered by ghosts of the dead at your feet
Arise, dear allies! Correct this disgrace.
Avenge the fall of the Great Spanish Race. 

¡Arriba España! no longer for cheers.
Arriba España... a whisper with tears.


Sunday, January 9, 2022

The Europos 19

In tunneled earth, they marched at the ready,
Nineteen men prepare to battle their foe.
Their senses keen, and their footfalls steady,
Eager to strike a victorious blow
Against the Persian rats digging like moles
In the attempt to sneak under the wall.
For if the rats should burst out of their holes,
The legionnaires knew the city would fall.
They were prepared for a close quarter fight
But were caught off guard by billowing smoke
It stung at their eyes and it blurred their sight.
As it flooded their lungs, they coughed and choked.
One by one, the proud defenders of Rome
Gave their last choked breath on the tunnel floor.
In that moment, they thought briefly of home,
And then the proud sons of Rome were no more.
They would not know that their deaths were in vain,
That the Persian mole rats would soon prevail,
enslaving survivors, leaving the slain
And now dead city to the desert's veil.
Noone to mourn them, or to give them thought...
 Nor to remember their names or faces
 Or how heroic and bravely they fought...
 What Persians left, the Sand left few traces.
 But we remember those who resisted,
 And though their names are lost to time and sand,
 We know this at least: That they existed!
 Proudly...defiantly...they made their stand.
 
 
 











Thursday, January 6, 2022

A Prayer to Freedom

Libertas Ultor, on this Hallowed day
With incense smoking, and candle burning, 
I bow my head and I solemnly pray
For fulfillment of your people's yearning:
That you break us free from the traitors yoke,
And the slaver's chains forged by foreign hands,
Fall to the earth shattered, we here evoke
Your spirit that we may rid from our lands 
Those who would have us groveling through life;
Who, our peace and Freedom work to oppose,
By backstabbing us with a foreign made knife, 
And whore themselves as assets to our foes.
Remember our fathers before us,
Who declared their children forever FREE
And praised your name in rousing chorus...
Return to their children our destiny!
Let it not be said that we faltered here,
Or that our prayers and faith were in vain.
Let our children see in some far flung year
That we stood Free and Proud, and still remain!


Saturday, January 1, 2022

On a Golden Passing

Remember Remember 
That last day in December
When we lost the great Betty White.
Our optimism dimmed 
And our new year now grim
we faced the future with fright...
We drank not out of cheer
Or to greet the new year
But in a solemn communion, 
For a golden girl's end
The last of our friends,
May they have a wonderful reunion!


Monday, December 27, 2021

Chow in Jinan

           “This is awful, Sir. Are we sure this stuff is even still good?” Jones asked, stabbing into his rice his finger.”


“No clue, Jones,” Charlie responded, taking a bite from his own small pile of half cooked rice. “We aint dead, so I don’t think its poison. It just tastes like it.”


“I don’t think Thompson cooked it long enough,” Jones pressed.


“I never said I was a cook,” Thompson retorted. “Nor did I say you had to eat it.”


“Is it supposed to be crunchy?” Drake chimed in. 


“You know what…” 


Drake continued on like he didn’t hear Thompson’s protests. “You know, I had some good rice with some of this amazing spicy sauce when we were on the island. I don’t know if it was chicken or cat they had in it, but I’ll be damned if it wasn’t delicious enough to not care. Washed it down with some sort of liquor a fella kept buying me when he realized I was a soldier. I wanted to go back when this was over…”


No one spoke. No one wanted to think of Taiwan at the moment. Or what was left of it, at least. Most had only heard horror stories from others in passing. There were only a handful who had been with Charlie on the Island before “Operation Dragonclaw” as they found out it had been called. The number had been higher, but of those who made it off Taiwan to regroup into a counter offensive, so few remained.


“If I ever have to eat rice after this, I’ll eat a bullet instead,” Thompson said after awhile to no one in particular. He scooped a spoonful of clumpy rice into his mouth, and leaned his head back against the wall. 


“I used to love Chinese food,” Charlie said when no one else spoke. “The family and I would go to this place called Crazy Buffet in town, and it was the biggest Chinese Buffet we had ever been to. They had about eight different types of rice...I never knew there were that many different types, you know?”


A couple men snorted. Drake just shook his head, sullenly chewing a mouthful of rice. 


“We would make a big ‘to do’ about it. First was church, and after, we would all load up and go down to the buffett. They have a giant buddha when you first walk in, and the walkway is decorated with this Wooden stand that had them little lantern thingies hanging from it. Usually, a nice old Chinese gal would ask how many people in the party, and how old the kids are. All that usual restaurant jazz. However, we became such regulars that after a time she knew us. She would light up, and talk with us about her family, and ask us about how we were doing while she walked us back to our favorite spot in the back room.”


“I’m not big into the stories about old women,” Jones laughed. “Got anything younger?”


Charlie smiled, and ignored the quip as he continued.


“They had a long table filled with dozens of different chickens. General Tsao, Kung Pow, and Mala Chicken...and the sauces were so damned thick and flavorful, that I always had enough left over to drag my rangoon through at the end of each plate.


The kids would always be grossed out by the crawfish, sitting up there, staring at everyone, and they would pretend to shriek every time I pretended to put on or two of em on their plates...” 


Charlie gave a sad chuckle and then fell silent, head drooping. The men around him were startled to hear a soft sob come from him. Jones pulled out a rag and offered it to Charlie. When Charlie wiped away the tears, it wiped away a layer of dirt and grime that had built up since that morning. 


“They always say that the ethnic food always tastes better in the land that its from...more authentic flavors, they say...” Charlie said softly as he regained a bit of his composure. He stared through the still pooling tears at his own small container of rice. “But I hate it... I hate Chinese food...the stuff here…it all tastes like shit.”


Silence once again fell over the small shanty, and Charlie sighed. He knew every man there had just started thinking of home, and he had not meant to distract them. He was attempting to think of something else to say to snap them back to the tasks at hand when Thompson stood up. After dusting himself  off, he held his hand out to Charlie to help him up.


“I wouldn’t mind trying some American Chinese food, Lieutenant,” he said. “What do you say after we finish this tour, you treat us to it?”


Charlie saw a new determination had replaced the fatigue and fear on the faces of the men as they stood, ready to get moving again. He smiled, and patted Thompson on the shoulder. 


“It would be my pleasure, Sergeant.” He smiled. “If we can stomach to try it when the time comes.”


The others chuckled and murmured in agreement. They looked out of the crumbled shell of a building that they had taken cover in for their meal. Charlie squinted out at the remains of the city that lay ahead that they still had to get through. Beyond the rubble that he could see, there were miles more awaiting them with misery and malice. After scanning every potential nest in the closest vicinity, Charlie waved the men out of the building. They had miles to go before they could get back into somewhat friendly territory, and there was no guarantee how long it would be friendly territory.