Saturday, September 3, 2022
Prayer of the Plazèràth
Sunday, February 20, 2022
Spanish Sunset
Monday, December 27, 2021
Chow in Jinan
“This is awful, Sir. Are we sure this stuff is even still good?” Jones asked, stabbing into his rice his finger.”
“No clue, Jones,” Charlie responded, taking a bite from his own small pile of half cooked rice. “We aint dead, so I don’t think its poison. It just tastes like it.”
“I don’t think Thompson cooked it long enough,” Jones pressed.
“I never said I was a cook,” Thompson retorted. “Nor did I say you had to eat it.”
“Is it supposed to be crunchy?” Drake chimed in.
“You know what…”
Drake continued on like he didn’t hear Thompson’s protests. “You know, I had some good rice with some of this amazing spicy sauce when we were on the island. I don’t know if it was chicken or cat they had in it, but I’ll be damned if it wasn’t delicious enough to not care. Washed it down with some sort of liquor a fella kept buying me when he realized I was a soldier. I wanted to go back when this was over…”
No one spoke. No one wanted to think of Taiwan at the moment. Or what was left of it, at least. Most had only heard horror stories from others in passing. There were only a handful who had been with Charlie on the Island before “Operation Dragonclaw” as they found out it had been called. The number had been higher, but of those who made it off Taiwan to regroup into a counter offensive, so few remained.
“If I ever have to eat rice after this, I’ll eat a bullet instead,” Thompson said after awhile to no one in particular. He scooped a spoonful of clumpy rice into his mouth, and leaned his head back against the wall.
“I used to love Chinese food,” Charlie said when no one else spoke. “The family and I would go to this place called Crazy Buffet in town, and it was the biggest Chinese Buffet we had ever been to. They had about eight different types of rice...I never knew there were that many different types, you know?”
A couple men snorted. Drake just shook his head, sullenly chewing a mouthful of rice.
“We would make a big ‘to do’ about it. First was church, and after, we would all load up and go down to the buffett. They have a giant buddha when you first walk in, and the walkway is decorated with this Wooden stand that had them little lantern thingies hanging from it. Usually, a nice old Chinese gal would ask how many people in the party, and how old the kids are. All that usual restaurant jazz. However, we became such regulars that after a time she knew us. She would light up, and talk with us about her family, and ask us about how we were doing while she walked us back to our favorite spot in the back room.”
“I’m not big into the stories about old women,” Jones laughed. “Got anything younger?”
Charlie smiled, and ignored the quip as he continued.
“They had a long table filled with dozens of different chickens. General Tsao, Kung Pow, and Mala Chicken...and the sauces were so damned thick and flavorful, that I always had enough left over to drag my rangoon through at the end of each plate.
The kids would always be grossed out by the crawfish, sitting up there, staring at everyone, and they would pretend to shriek every time I pretended to put on or two of em on their plates...”
Charlie gave a sad chuckle and then fell silent, head drooping. The men around him were startled to hear a soft sob come from him. Jones pulled out a rag and offered it to Charlie. When Charlie wiped away the tears, it wiped away a layer of dirt and grime that had built up since that morning.
“They always say that the ethnic food always tastes better in the land that its from...more authentic flavors, they say...” Charlie said softly as he regained a bit of his composure. He stared through the still pooling tears at his own small container of rice. “But I hate it... I hate Chinese food...the stuff here…it all tastes like shit.”
Silence once again fell over the small shanty, and Charlie sighed. He knew every man there had just started thinking of home, and he had not meant to distract them. He was attempting to think of something else to say to snap them back to the tasks at hand when Thompson stood up. After dusting himself off, he held his hand out to Charlie to help him up.
“I wouldn’t mind trying some American Chinese food, Lieutenant,” he said. “What do you say after we finish this tour, you treat us to it?”
Charlie saw a new determination had replaced the fatigue and fear on the faces of the men as they stood, ready to get moving again. He smiled, and patted Thompson on the shoulder.
“It would be my pleasure, Sergeant.” He smiled. “If we can stomach to try it when the time comes.”
The others chuckled and murmured in agreement. They looked out of the crumbled shell of a building that they had taken cover in for their meal. Charlie squinted out at the remains of the city that lay ahead that they still had to get through. Beyond the rubble that he could see, there were miles more awaiting them with misery and malice. After scanning every potential nest in the closest vicinity, Charlie waved the men out of the building. They had miles to go before they could get back into somewhat friendly territory, and there was no guarantee how long it would be friendly territory.
Wednesday, December 15, 2021
Untitled
Friday, May 29, 2020
Fortuna
Did your mind turn to her in that hour?
When you saw the walls begin to give way,
under the relentless firepower,
did you offer a prayer to her that day?
Fortuna, fair Goddess of your city,
Cast aside and ignored so long ago…
Did you hope, perhaps, to gain her pity,
and now, in your need, her blessings bestow?
With a flourish of that fair divine hand,
her light could through the dark clouds of war
and strike the enemy swarming your land
sweep them away, and divine peace restore!
Or did you call Mighty Jupiter’s name,
to beg he save his people one more time?
Or did you cling the new faith in vain,
and become the very last of your line?
A prayer, an utterance, or a word
breathed to Fortuna to invoke her aid
and the Gods, with great zeal, would have returned,
forgiving the people for having strayed…
and with repenting supplications sought
aid for your people from the Gods of old,
How differently this story would be told:
As the walls tumbled, you cast off your crown,
tore off your garments, threw them to the ground,
and with one last defiant battle cry,
you rushed with your men, to fight and to die.
No shrine or marker to denote your grave
in the renamed city you tried to save.
Now we must mark this day every year
with sorrowful thoughts, and eyes filled with tears
If only you had breathed her name at all,
The last of Rome would not have had to fall.
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
To the Victor go the Spoils
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
Corporal Long
A lot has been on my mind of late,
Concerning Life, Choices, and of Fate,
Paths not taken, Regret’s crushing weight.
And though I’ve tried to just let it go,
each day offers a bit more ammo,
allowing tormenting thoughts to grow.
Like these things do, it came to a head,
one night I found no comfort in bed,
With a bottle of whiskey, I fled
Into the night, not sure of my way,
Knowing only that I could not stay
and listen to what my doubts would say,
As I stumbled out into the night,
Staggering beyond the City’s light,
I found myself awash in moonlight.
Comforted by the moon’s silver glow,
I stumbled along, steady and slow,
my whiskey continuing to flow.
I found myself in a field of stone.
Newer ones polished until they shone,
Older ones abandoned, on their own…
I paused at a slightly tilted one,
Weeds all around, almost overrun.
Corporal Long, Died in World War One.
A mere boy, nineteen, still in his youth.
I sat on his grave, drunk and uncouth,
Slurring my words, asking for a truth.
Then I poured him a shot of my drink,
gave my bottle to his stone to clink,
then sat back against his stone to think.
Then I saw the most curious sight,
a sober man would have taken flight!
before me rose a small ball of light!
Before I could shout out in surprise,
at the scene playing before my eyes,
the small orb halted its rapid rise.
Quick as a flash, it took a new form:
A Boy stood there in Dress Uniform,
I then shivered though the night was warm.
He looked at me with curious eyes,
and then to the bottle at my side,
He motioned to pour: I poured it dry.
He gave me a smile, his face aglow,
“Fine libation, you chose to bestow!
Now, sir, what is it you wish to know?”
“What is it like, sir, to know glory?”
His face turning sad, he sat before me,
and almost whispered out his story.
“Born and raised in our dear Hoosier State,
Too young for the war, I had to wait,
my thirst for glory would not abate.
Many a night I would lay and dream,
Of guns, and swords, bayonets agleam,
of medals, honor, and high esteem!
I turned of age, and rushed to enlist,
saluted my Pa, gave Ma a kiss,
then deployed overseas to assist.”
He looked at the stone behind my back,
words nearly faded, stone chipped and cracked,
above a faded engraved lilac.
“I died over there, you may have guessed.
Took a Kraut Bullet right to the chest.
It broke Ma’s heart to lay me to rest.
There is no glory in what I sought,
I was handed a gun and I fought.
And why I joined? It was all for naught.
Sure they will speak highly of your name,
and for a spell will hold you in fame,
give you medals, but it aint the same.
Soon enough, their memories will fade,
of who you are, and the price you paid,
what you fought for…and where you are laid.
Soon enough they will always forget,
no human eye will ever stay wet,
for souls caught in the War Reaper’s net.”
He turned to me, and shook he shook his head.
“I dreamt of glory, and now I’m dead,
My dreams died with me, and share this bed.”
“But you served and died a hero’s death!
You gave it all, even your last breath!
You loved your nation more than yourself!”
With that, he gave a sigh and he stood.
“Now you listen, and you listen good:
If I could change what happened, I would!
“I should have worked hard till I could buy
that little piece of farmland nearby
and made me a life before I died.
Maybe found myself a loving wife,
raise us some children, no less than five,
and see what they accomplish with life.
There is no glory among the dead,
their only reward is the grave bed.
Just ignore what is otherwise said.
For everything that you do in war,
has all been done countless times before,
and when you’re gone, will be done some more.
My advice is simple, my good man,
Stay a civilian, long as you can,
Embrace the fullness of your life span!
Fight, should the necessity arise,
but don’t throw away your precious life
chasing war’s glory, and other lies.
As I watched him, his glow grew dimmer,
returned to an orb and its shimmer,
Till he disappeared altogether.
Just briefly, I continue to lay
Still stunned, and now sober as day
before I stood and went on my way.
As I walked home, I felt calm inside,
the conflicting feelings swept aside,
New focus from an unlikely guide.
Now, weekly, it is my solemn deed
To pour him a shot, and pull up weeds
Honoring the aid shown in my need.
~x~